Wine

Oh how i love thee!! So sad that im in love with wine. Was watching Bride Wars just a little bit ago... good movie. Greatest fear in life: im going to end up alone! i dont wanna be alone. stupid little old lady with cats. and i dont even like cats.... I still like a boy, and its getting a bit ridiculous... we are friends,nothing more or less. I take everything so seriously tho! when he calls me sweetie or hun im like (all dopey eyed) yes? Working the nights is begining to get to me. I like talking to people and here i am all night with no one to talk to. which sounds kind of pathetic until i was thinking the other day that i really only ever talk to Franklin and when i see another human being im like "HI!!!" and then they're just weirded out by me anyway. i live in a house with 3 other people, have lots of friends, have a full time job, in school 4 days a week and i just feel ALONE! doesnt make sense....