Needed: People to Grow Up

I havn"t been so excited in such a long time! My 3 BEST friends from high school were coming up to spend a day and night here, yay! I havnt even seen 2 of them for about 1 year! My sister drove them up here too so im just stoked right? It ended up with me yelling at them and telling them how they are Bitches because they were so incredibily rude to my friends from up here. I mean, I've told my "duluth" friends about my high school friends probably a million times and how cool they are and stuff and it was just ridiculous. Im so dissapointed. There was an awkward goodbye in the morning and then the end. I do so love my sister though!

Wine

Oh how i love thee!! So sad that im in love with wine. Was watching Bride Wars just a little bit ago... good movie. Greatest fear in life: im going to end up alone! i dont wanna be alone. stupid little old lady with cats. and i dont even like cats.... I still like a boy, and its getting a bit ridiculous... we are friends,nothing more or less. I take everything so seriously tho! when he calls me sweetie or hun im like (all dopey eyed) yes? Working the nights is begining to get to me. I like talking to people and here i am all night with no one to talk to. which sounds kind of pathetic until i was thinking the other day that i really only ever talk to Franklin and when i see another human being im like "HI!!!" and then they're just weirded out by me anyway. i live in a house with 3 other people, have lots of friends, have a full time job, in school 4 days a week and i just feel ALONE! doesnt make sense....