Oh God I told him...

I cant believe i told him i liked him!! But it was such a weird day! So i sit next to this guy in class. He's super cool, we've hung out before, go on lunch dates or breakfast dates like once a week. We are always flirting! a few people in class have asked us if we are dating. (I wish) So today Stacy asks me if we are dating and i said no. Then she asked me for his number if i didnt mind. well what was i supposed to do? So i gave it to her. then i saw him upstairs and told him i did that and he was like "oh i know shes already texting me" Im just so bummed out by this that i go to the bar with a coworker, get drunk and end up texting him all night! I told him that we should find a day when we dont work and go out, Hes says "Ya that'd be great!" then i told him that i wished i hadnt given stacy his number and hes like whys that? I dont answer him and hes like "Comeon you gotta tell me now" i told him that i maybe sorta kinda liked him, but that i didnt realize it till i told someone else he was available! All he said pretty much is that he is not a relationship guy "Trust me" he says that we are super good friends and that he just doesnt want to date anyone till hes out of school.... I told him to keep my number for future possibilitys and he said "dont worry luv" (ok i still have the texts thats why im quoteing everything.) i told him too that i dont want things to be weird for us now since i said that. He said they wont be and tomorrow is the first class i have with him since i've said this stuff. Wow i hope its not weird, how i wish he would have just said that he liked me too!